Overwhelmed!

It's amazing how much comfort I feel when my mom is here, like I can handle anything, and then the minute she leaves I feel like I have the whole world on my shoulders and it's all ready to come crashing down any minute. Little man started scream crying when my mom and aunt left yesterday and I'm not sure if it was because he thought he should have been getting out at the airport with them or if it was actually sadness because they were leaving. Regardless it was heart wrenching and of course I started to cry! I promised him that we were going back to Michigan soon. I feel like it's not soon enough though. I feel like I have so much to do this week since I missed work yesterday. I'm going to get there early today so that I can feel like I have the week under control. I'm also getting that feeling that I'm not being a good teacher and doing everything that I could be doing, such as social studies and language arts.

Little man is still feeling so bad. He slept from like 4-6:30 yesterday, which was nice because I was exausted. I feel like I am pregnant because I'm so tired, but I tested negative! We are giving the breathing treatments every fours hours and he has to have them at daycare today. He is liking them less and less because they are more frequent then he's used to. Distracting him with a book or the T.V. seems to be working ok. The rash seemed to go away so we didn't end up giving him Benadryl. He slept good last night so we'll see how he does today. I wish I could stay another day with him because daycare is going to be so exausting for him, but I wouldn't get a sub with this short of notice.

I forgot to add another annoying incident that happened this weekend when I blogged yesterday. R broke one of my contacts! I have no spares and my glasses are the same ones that I've had since my junior year in college. Needless to say they aren't the prescription that I need. I haven't been the eye doctor in years. I couldn't find an eye doctor yesterday because my benefits book was at school. Now I guess I'm forced to get this taken care of. It makes me a little mad though because it's one of those things that I've been saying for so long that I needed to get done and I've just been putting it off and off. If we hadn't forgotten the suitcase I would have had my contact case and this wouldn't have happened.