Wow!
Well things just continue to get worse! I don't know if I've mentioned this very much but since having Little Man 2 1/2 years ago my memory has gotten MUCH worse!!!!! It was a big joke but now it's really starting to have a detrimental impact on my well being. Last night R and I both forgot to turn off the sprinkler (we were watering the garden) and apparently we now have used all the water in my parent's well. We live out in the middle of BFE so of course we have a well and apparently (little did I know) the well runs out of water. We of course feel TERIBBLE, but we didn't do it on purpose. Things are just going downhill fast. I'm crying every 5 minutes and just don't understand why this is happening. We had good intentions when we moved back. We did it so that Little Man would be raised in a better environment and so we could be closer to family and so far we've just been miserable.

Timing just wasn't working out so we decided that we were just going to move back and get jobs once we were up here. We were dealing with our lease being up, R and I trying to find new jobs and it was just impossible to flawlessly time everything right and add a move on top of that. We had attempted to move back last year but the timing didn't work and we got stuck down there another year. We are both thinking right now that we just made a bad decision by moving back. The days go by and we have still heard NOTHING from any of the jobs that R has applied for, me on the other hand has gotten tons of rejection letters. I did get a ray of hope that I just might be able to get an assistanceship at my university for the fall but I'm not the only one who initially got turned down because they didn't have enough positions.

I'm really hoping that things get better because just about right now I'm ready to scream. I also hope that the well problem gets fixed and that it won't cost too much money.