Furious!

So my husband is such an a**hole sometimes. He is super stressed out this week because he has the newsletter to write that is due today and then his interview on Thursday. He's been working like mad to put together a portfolio for the interview and is just on edge. Yet flies off the handle at me because I ask him to print a 55 page document at Sta.ples when he goes to print his portfolio. I'm a semi technological person but I couldn't get the document burned on to the CD. Mind you, this was HIS idea because it was too long to print here without wasting all our ink (which was out anyway). I thought it wasn't a bad idea but I told him that I didn't know how to get the document on the CD. I've been asking him for two days to just type me out some directions so I'll have them for the future and I would get it ready. Well he never did, yet he had time to play video games and watch T.V. So today when it's time to actually do it he loses it because I don't have it ready for him.

He has a terrible temper when he's stressed and he takes it out on everyone else. I'm working my a** off and yet he thinks that he is asked to do everything. Excuse me, but I pretty much take care of Little Man all day, am taking three classes, do my share of household chores, and have had to schedule time to go to the local elementary school for my case studies. I'm so freaking busy it's not even funny, oh and I online tutor. He has the nerve to say that I ask him to do everything!!!! WTF He gets to sit on his a** all day long in front of a computer dicking around and getting paid for it and I'm writing out an hour by hour schedule just so I don't forget the 10 million things that I have to do. Now I know I chose this and it's my responsibility but I chose it after talking it over with my husband because I knew it would be so crazy busy. He said he didn't mind, but now is losing it when I ask him for help here and there, and to run errands or help out with chores. I know the not having an actual job is stressing him out and he had a hard time putting together his portfolio because it was a lot of design, but don't take it out on me.

Well on to brighter things... I called about that job yesterday and she placed my resume in the potential interview pile and I should hear something within a day or two. However, after today I may just decline an interview if one were to arise because I don't think I could handle one more thing on my plate. Sorry for the vent post! Hope things improve soon for us because I'm really wishing that we hadn't moved up here and that I was in FL, enjoying the sunshine, with a job right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!