More Random Thoughts

For some reason the random thought lists are appealing to me lately.

• I'm sick of hearing "mommy" today- R is working late and I just felt kinda "off" today so hearing the repetitive "mommy, mommy, mommy" is getting on my nerves. I know that's probably terrible to say but there are just some days where I wish I could have a day off as a mommy and just revive my spirits. Which I guess I get this weekend so I really should just be quiet and smile.
• R just abruptly was told today that his side job he did was no longer going to be available because they were switching the way they do things and it was effective yesterday. That was the only means of extra money that we had coming in and we were somewhat factoring that into our budget. We're now both looking for extra work.
• The trip to Chicago is off- Since R lost that extra money I know that going to Chicago would be stupid. I should get my financial aid refund tomorrow but we'll need it for necessities so I now need to come up with an alternative plan for this birthday. It really makes me sad to think about because I arranged for him to get the day off from work with his boss and had reservations made. I was so excited because it just so happens to be the weekend they are having a free jazz festival which would have been awesome. I was SOOOOO looking forward to the trip and I'm just sick that we can't go. No other ideas are coming to mind that even come close to measuring up to my Chicago plan :o(
• The neighbor girl was asking about my pregnancy today, we kinda just chit chat here and there when we see each other and she told me "they were trying" but no luck so far. That takes on a whole new meaning now that I'm an adult. It almost seems like too much information, but I'm a pretty open person so I'm not sure why that seemed so awkward. Maybe it's just because I don't really know her that well.
• My master's classes start Monday and I'm really nervous because I already feel like I have no time between being a stay at home mommy and then online tutoring 9+ hours per week. It's at a fast pace too because it's the summer semester. We are going to be covering 16 weeks of material in like 7 weeks, what was I thinking? At least I will have my degree in hand before summer is over so I can possibly look for online instructor positions or something that will bring in more money. Oh and I have to order $90 worth of books for the one class so that's going to be a chunk of change.