Weight

So I have been eating like a pig and not really getting in as much exercise as I would like which is resulting in me feeling very poor about my body. I don't want to be a big fat house when I'm in that wedding in August. Which means I have to seriously do something about it NOW!!!!!!!!!! I don't go back to the dr until February 21st which means that it will have been 6 weeks after my initial visit and weigh in, and I don't want to add a ton of weight to my 138lb weigh in from January 8th. I would like to put on no more than 3lbs, but who knows if I'm already there, because I don't have a scale. I'm sure I'm there because my stomach is bigger I can tell and I think my thighs feel bigger too. I'm just feeling down in the dumps. I've decided that I need to start scheduling exercise and my day better.

I've been pretty tired a lot of the time but I'm sure I would feel a lot less tired if I build in exercise into my day. Evenings are usually out because I online tutor so I really need to fit it in during Little man's nap time and then I can do walking while he is up permitting the weather is okay. It's supposed to be warmer this week so hopefully I can walk everyday. Winter was not the best time to start off a pregnancy! I hope things start going better because my mood is so affected by my body image.