Crying

I'm bursting into tears just randomly because I'm sad, mostly about my mom leaving. I'm also really sad that R lied right to my face two or three times yesterday about the fact that he bought a Palm pilot. I didn't come out and ask him but I asked about a cord that obviously goes to it and he said he had no idea what that was for. He also was downloading the software for his new palm and lied that he was uninstalling the software for mine. So much for trust in a marriage. I know he's lying because he'll know that I'll get pissed. Which I would have because he doesn't need a Palm and has no money to pay for it. He had no credit card debt and now it's through the roof because he is such a spend freak. I hope today goes better!!!!!