It's a....................................


Boy! I feel a little guilty because there is a small part of me that wanted a girl, but the idea of a boy is growing on me. We will definitely be having more than two children now so maybe that's why things happened the way they did. R and I always wanted a big family so I'm happy that we won't be stopping after just two. He's a lot like Little man already. He was sucking his thumb, which Little man does and also moving around non stop. It was really cute to see and Little man definitely enjoyed seeing his little brother move around on the screen. He was also identifying parts of the baby so that was really cool. My appt. after the ultrasound went well. My bp was 102/60 and I've gained 16 pounds so far so that's right on track for being 5 months along.

The counseling went pretty well. R was very honest and we just basically provided the therapist with information about our situation and life in general. We identified that we have communication break downs and pin pointed issues to explore more through out the time that we meet. I feel optimistic. After we got home we had a really great and productive conversation/discussion that lasted until almost 12 am, it started a little after 10. It felt so good just to talk and hear each other. I felt 1 million times better after our talk and feel as though we are going to be very successful.